Get all 14 j:dead releases available on Bandcamp and save 30%.
Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality downloads of What we'll be (digital single), Roots (digital and physical EP), Harbour (digital single), Surrendering (digital single), Nature of Wires vs j:dead - Thrive (digital single), j:dead vs FabrikC - High Time (Chinese Takeaway) (digital single), Hold Tight (digital single), Vision of Time (digital and physical EP), and 6 more.
1. |
Feeding on me
05:00
|
|
||
Our choices aligned, I found them alone
No help from a name, I decided unknown
Your focus on me, my focus on home
That’s you
Until you mention his name, undivided control
It’s over and seething, growing, and feeding on me
I’m coming up and not breathing
It’s over and seething, growing, and feeding on me
I’m coming up and not breathing
It’s over and seething, growing, feeding
I’m coming up and not breathing
It’s over and seething
I’m coming up and not
Breathing
When somebody told ya, that I’m getting older cuz I’m not breathing,
When somebody told ya I’ll cut holes
Breathing
When somebody told ya, that I’m getting older cuz I’m not breathing,
When somebody told ya I’ll cut holes
I’ve waiting for days, for you to have known
Respect and amazement devalued
While you chase down broken bridges
It’s over and seething, growing, and feeding on me
I’m coming up and not breathing
It’s over and seething, growing, and feeding on me
I’m coming up and not
Breathing
When somebody told ya, that I’m getting older cuz I’m not breathing,
When somebody told ya I’ll cut holes
Breathing
When somebody told ya, that I’m getting older cuz I’m not breathing,
When somebody told ya I’ll cut holes
It’s over and seething, growing, and feeding on me
I’m coming up and not breathing
It’s over and seething, growing, and feeding on me
I’m coming up and not breathing
It’s over and seething, growing, feeding
I’m coming up and not breathing
It’s over and seething
I’m coming up and not
I’m coming up and not breathing (it’s feeding on me)
I’m coming up and not breathing (it’s feeding on me)
I’m coming up and not breathing (it’s feeding on me)
I’m coming up and not breathing (it’s feeding on me)
I’m coming up and not breathing (it’s feeding on me)
I’m coming up and not breathing (it’s feeding on me)
|
||||
2. |
Rewind
04:23
|
|
||
A conscience clean, they’ll never know, but it’s complicated tracing back to home
A distant past made up on no responses left in places I thought, were dreaded ways to grow
Look at me I’m all I hated
Stripped by greed, domesticated
Look at me, bound and J:dead
Drain and feed, I’m corporate graded
Rewind it’s so high, rewind
Rewind my whole life, rewind
Rewind it’s so high, rewind
Rewind my whole life, rewind
Smoking green, a bottle down, passion filled my life with waking to find a prison mound
Distilled release, a trip back round, never taking what I valued to ground.
Look at me I’m all I hated
Stripped by greed, domesticated
Look at me, bound and J:dead
Drain and feed, I’m corporate graded
Rewind it’s so high, rewind
Rewind my whole life, rewind
Rewind it’s so high, rewind
Rewind my whole life, rewind
Rewind it’s so high
Rewind my whole life (look at me)
Rewind it’s so high (stripped by greed)
Rewind my whole life, rewind
|
||||
3. |
Safe ground
04:14
|
|
||
I’m taking, of clones and flies
We’re full of lies
Undoubted little lies
A hairline, cracks under, the thin line, related pressure, of this foundations weakened bones
Brittle mind, I’ve taken substance, a feeling from, a faint imbalance, a prism breaking under eyes
I root in deep to safe ground
And hide and the thought of being found
I’d rather turn and run away
Face down
And hide at the unfamiliar sound
I’d rather turn and run away
Always wrong, I cannot fall, I’ll be unchallenged at the gates of all that’s waiting just beyond my reach
Faded mind, we seek a balance, on traded palms, with hidden malice, this games sophisticated time
I root in deep to safe ground
And hide and the thought of being found
I’d rather turn and run away
Face down
And hide at the unfamiliar sound
I’d rather turn and run away
I cannot breathe, I cannot breathe, I cannot breathe,
I root in deep to safe ground
And hide and the thought of being found
I’d rather turn and run away
Face down
And hide at the unfamiliar sound
I’d rather turn and run
I root in deep to safe ground
And hide and the thought of being found
I’d rather turn and run away
Face down
And hide at the unfamiliar sound
I’d rather turn and run away
|
||||
4. |
Haunt
06:22
|
|
||
Another label to crave
Another cradle to grave
Another label to crave
Another cradle to grave
Some place down, it’s some place round me
Will you haunt me, or love being down
It’s some place down, it’s some place round me
Will you haunt me, or love being down
Another fable to name
Another stigma to gain
Another fable to name
Another stigma to gain
Some place down, it’s some place round me
Will you haunt me, or love being down
It’s some place down, it’s some place round me
Will you haunt me, or love being down
Why would I lie, would I cry, will you fight, look at me
Why would I die, would I cry, will you fight, look at me
Why would I lie, would I cry, will you fight, look at me
Why would I die, would I cry, will you fight, look at me
You fade out, your spun round, and shown how, to walk in clouds
You look now, for broken towns, and where to drown, your pushed down
Some place down, it’s some place round me
Will you haunt me, or love being down
It’s some place down, it’s some place round me
Will you haunt me, or love being down
You fade out, your spun round, and shown how, to walk in clouds
You look now, for broken towns, and where to drown, your pushed down
|
||||
5. |
Fade In/Fade Out
05:45
|
|
||
A shell of a dream, threatens on
I shake as my fingertips perspire, this is something I need, then it’s gone
So, I don’ lie awake
Fade in and fade out
So, I don’ lie awake
Fade in and fade out
I lie here awake, folded arms
Startled by noises it’s my heart,
Frozen in this state, then it’s gone
I know now, that somehow
I’m controlled, by being unknown
And well, it’s hard for you to tell
How I’ve grown, what I think, when I go when I’m alone
So, I don’ lie awake
Fade in and fade out
So, I don’ lie awake
Fade in and fade out
So, I don’ lie awake
Fade in and fade out
So, I don’ lie awake
Fade in and fade out
I’ll never take, you’ll never know, reflection is our everything
You’ll never break, you and me
I’ll never take, you’ll never know, perception is our everything
You’ll never break, you and me
I’ll never take, you’ll never know, destruction is our everything
You’ll never break, you and me
So, I don’t lie awake
Fade in and fade out
So, I don’t lie awake
Fade in and fade out
I’ll never take, you’ll never know, destruction is our everything
You’ll never break, you and me
So, I don’t lie awake
Fade in and fade out (x8)
|
||||
6. |
A Complicated Genocide
05:11
|
|
||
Without it you’ll never find me or a conflict to bound and tie
And I’ll wait for him to tell me I’ve drained this blood red sea
A race to kill a foreign drone
It sits and waits within my home
Destructive visions that will haunt me as I pray it will make me see
But I’ll wait for you god to send me home
After a complicated genocide
And if, you’ll think I’ll break and cower your fucking wrong
This bitter taste is better than suicide
And if
You can’t kill something; you can’t kill it for me
You can’t kill something; you can’t kill if it can’t breathe
You can’t kill something; you can’t kill it for me
You can’t kill something; you can’t kill if it can’t breathe
Dissipating clouds of envy and honest indemnities
My hope and vision of this time piece, is drowned in uncertainty
But I’ll wait for you god to send me home
After a complicated genocide
And if, you’ll think I’ll break and cower your fucking wrong
This bitter taste is better than suicide
For you I’d stop this red sea, and come down and stay a while
With your hand I think I might be, J:dead and reconcile
You never came, I fought alone, and stayed and watched in the skies
Its just a complicated genocide
You never came, I fought alone, and begged myself to arise
Its just this pain is something never to be mine
You can’t kill something; you can’t kill it for me
You can’t kill something; you can’t kill if it can’t breathe
You can’t kill something; you can’t kill it for me
You can’t kill something; you can’t kill if it can’t breathe
You can’t kill something; you can’t kill it for me
You can’t kill something; you can’t kill if it can’t breathe
You can’t kill something; you can’t kill it for me
You can’t kill something; you can’t kill if it can’t breathe
|
||||
7. |
A thousand adventures
04:30
|
|
||
Navigate the trail that never waits
A conduit to my internal blockade
Sixteen digits grabbing for the next gain
The pressures of my dissolving fear, that I can’t take
Are reasons of why I just can even explain
The pairing of life is just a game I can no longer take
For reasons of why I just can’t even explain
Cultivate for grandeur served in stone
A signal of short handshakes for my own
Eleven years have past and now I’ve shown
The pressures of my dissolving fear, that I can’t take
Are reasons of why I just can even explain
The pairing of life is just a game I can no longer take
For reasons of why I just can’t even explain
A thousand adventures are coming your way, I cannot protect them, by living through your pain
Or rejection, or compassion and admiration
A thousand adventures
A thousand adventures
The pressures of my dissolving fear, that I can’t take
Are reasons of why I just can even explain
The pairing of life is just a game I can no longer take
For reasons of why I just can’t even explain
Time will slow
They’ll still grow
Time will slow
And they’ll still grow
|
||||
8. |
Out of my mind
04:56
|
|
||
Distinguished pain on frontal lobes, it reminds me
Of wilted chains on heavy shoulders, it describes me
I cannot move nor judge this fate, it consumes me
A faded hand touches my mind, it excites me
Bound and low, I’ll seek and follow
Round and through, I’ll seek and follow
I don’t want to know, you don’t want to try, I wish I could see out of my mind
I don’t want to know, you don’t want to try, I wish I could see out of my mind
Altered bones modified state, it surrounds me
A blackened cloud on slanted shoulders, it prescribes me
A sudden dose of realisation, it denotes me
Swollen eyes roll back she said they understand me
I don’t want to know, you don’t want to try, I wish I could see out of my mind
I don’t want to know, you don’t want to try, I wish I could see out of my mind
I don’t want to know, you don’t want to try, I wish I could see out of my mind
I don’t want to know, you don’t want to try, I wish I could see out of my mind
Bound and low, I’ll seek and follow
Round and through, I’ll seek and follow
I’ll seek and follow
To seek and follow
Feel the pain, tell a lie, watch your back, don’t terrorise
Feel the pain, tell a lie, watch your back, don’t terrorise
Feel the pain, tell a lie, watch your back, don’t terrorise
Feel the pain, tell a lie, watch your back, don’t terrorise
I don’t want to know, you don’t want to try, I wish I could see out of my mind
I don’t want to know, you don’t want to try, I wish I could see out of my mind
I don’t want to know, you don’t want to try, I wish I could see out of my mind
I don’t want to know, you don’t want to try, I wish I could see out of my
Mind, mind, mind, see out of my
I don’t want to know, you don’t want to try, I wish I could see out of my mind
Feel the pain, tell a lie, watch your back, don’t terrorise
Feel the pain, tell a lie, watch your back, don’t terrorise
Feel the pain, tell a lie
|
||||
9. |
Hair like fire
05:37
|
|
||
I can’t stay awake
No change on tomorrow
These memories are new
No sense why I miss you
Will you lay down
With hair like fire and then
Will you lay down
With skin that’s softer than air
I struggle to breath
Wanting more than hours
Your voice makes me weak
Our distance shadows virtue
Will you lay down
With hair like fire and then
Will you lay down
With skin that’s softer than air
Will you lay down
With hair like fire
Will you lay down
With skin that’s softer than air
It’s something I need, I can’t be alone
The pull of the screen, bright lights then you’re gone
How does your name, turn me to stone
With thoughts of my hands running through your home
I’d ask you to wait, don’t speak while I follow
I’d ask you to wait, don’t speak while I ask you
Will you lay down
With hair like fire and then
Will you lay down
With skin that’s softer than air (x3)
|
||||
10. |
Ethereal
04:14
|
|
||
Break and fill your heart with, treasured melting stones
Stand up still and feel them sink into your bones
Pray its coming, combined with a mindless and thoughtless reality
She’s becoming a blinded blizzard with endless humilities
Still their running, aligned with a spineless and timeless proximity
She’s reminded to become dreaded, diminished, instinctively
Realise, the cold between your eyes
When all is said and done
You cannot live your life
Realise, the cold between your eyes
When all is said and done
You cannot live your life
Thaw and flow into rivers, that drift you from your home
Calm and ripple your mirrored, single tempest tone
Pray its coming, combined with a seamless and helpless complexity
She’s becoming a tightened temptress with hopeless conformity
Still were running, aligned with a reckless and meaningless entity
She’s reminded to become dreaded, distinguished, implicitly
Realise, the cold between your eyes
When all is said and done
You cannot live your life
Realise, the cold between your eyes
When all is said and done
You cannot live your life
(Feel) Your heart break
(And feel) the motions of the waves say
(Feel) Your body sinking slowing
(And feel) A darkened knowing, of ever growing, a flame ethereal
Realise, the cold between your eyes
When all is said and done
You cannot live your life
Realise, the cold between your eyes
When all is said and done
You cannot live your life
|
||||
11. |
Esc.
05:21
|
|
||
Structured in ways only pain survives
Gripping your bones till the motions dry
Up and away with your faults in tow
And I know I will follow
In ways when you scream in vain, I’d feel your strife
As its coming, to the inexorable frame, I’d save your life
When I’m alone I will save your life
When I’m alone I will save your life
Wait and I’ll close the doors to your home, I’ll let no one follow
It comes in ways, the pain subsides, a lasting feeling of guilt and lies, we’ll end this now, our heads held high, it comes it ways the pain subside
Fade away, born again, in pain and I waste your pride
A final way, to find your reign in ways, to Esc. your life
In ways when you scream in vain, I’d feel your strife
As its coming, to the inexorable frame, I’d save your life
Fade away, born again, in pain and I waste your pride
A final way, to find your reign in ways, to Esc. your life
When I’m alone I will save your life
When I’m alone I will save your life
Wait and I’ll close the doors to your home, I’ll let no one follow
|
j:dead UK
Full bodied synthpop melodies, accelerating electronic tones, and emotion fuelled vocals.
Streaming and Download help
If you like j:dead, you may also like:
Bandcamp Daily your guide to the world of Bandcamp